in your dreams,

this is random.
but i was thinking.

should i convert to Christianity?

let God tell me the answer through actions i do.

bye

http://fathope.tumblr.com/

bye

haiiiiiiiiiiiiii egg tarts out there.
tart is my new favourite word *winks
i heard someone say it as i was walking past her, no, not eavesdropping.
it's very nice to articulate.
everyone say with me,
"TTTTTAAAAARRRRRRTTTTTTT-SSSSSSS" *emphasize on yr 'ts'*

this week haven't been a good week.
got myself into trouble thrice. ugh i don't like to get in trouble.

i like to be nerd.

monday was late for school even tho school starts late. tsk i broke my record, i'm never late for school in my whole entire life.
got the latecoming slip, the slip was....
nothing special. i thought it would be a like a very official slip of paper.
i expected more royal-ty. LOL

i wrote 8.15AM but it's supposed to be 8.50AM and if i write 8.15AM i'm not late since school starts at 8.35AM.
gosh good if you get what i mean.

english period was first and i was kicked out of class.
and sad case,
"and i've been noticing your attitude, YOU ARE UNDER MY RADAR."

ouch. her eyes damn scary.
bigger than mine by x1000.

thursday had hmt paper but we skipped school in the morning.
got scolded. and i swear i'm remorseful.

why do it in the first place? argh

and we were lucky (read: not), the others got reprimanded by the OM and we were scolded by mrs amba, mrs terrence and mdm roz 'cuz they were there.
oooops.

i think we're doing detention after eoys. or get taken out for post exam activities and do revision.
shit. i want my post exam activities damnit.

friday we didn't have school, joy to the world.
saturday we had school, i think ms jane forgot that i'm under her radar 'cuz she answered a question of mine with a neutral tone.
sunday is tomorrow. i wonder what will happen tomorrow.

here are some overdued photos from mooncake fest @ sch, friday's mugging session (OMG MY NAME WAS ANNOUNCED THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE JURONG EAST LIBRARY), fetching my sister back home and today's mugging.



i was experimenting if i should smile with my teeth shown or not.
ARGH I THINK I SHOULD NOT SMILE ALL SO UGLY.



wo zhi dao wo xiao shi hou hen ke ai
i like my outfit! high waisted siol



perfect book
check out my bikini top earring. and no, you can't see it, it looks like two circles from here.



cool shiat.



"i'm fine"





how people think of such cool quotes

"It's a lot easier to say you're mad than to admit that you're hurt.

btw i act like i don't care but actually i care.
i just need to learn how to let go.
you don't care, don't you?

okay bye bye why am i still here.
i should hit the books right na na na~

after eoys,
i'm going to go shopping with cindy, chunni, who else wants go shopping with me? :D :D :D

You're coming back down and you really don't mind,
You had a bad day ,
You had a bad day

wah today i can die. shouldn't have woke up for school.
shouldn't have wake up at all.
nah not about ms jane kicking me out of class.

oh ya i'm under her radarrrrrr O:



hi world,
i am a very selfish girl.
i want everything good to myself.
yesssss i am selfishhhhhhhhhhh.

think again,
you want gooooood things to yourself too.

everyone's selfish,
so are you! :D

ciao ciao maybe going for a jog will make me feel happier,

IM SUCHA LONER AWWWWWW.
FURTHER AND FURTHER FROM EVERYONE :(

tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

有好几次我都想挽留

苦求也没有用　就当做是寂寞

只想要告诉我　谁是你的最爱

其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　

说你没有想他　是可怜我吧

我已没有藉口　只能放手　

不能奢求　你说爱我爱他

其实你很想他　就说出口吧

我已不想多说　呜住耳朵　

不想再次听到你说　你很爱他

stumbled onto this song on ipod. fir's ni hen ai ta.

bye bye today is not a very good day.

sometimes it doesn't feel good to be alone.
'cuz i know i can't survive being a loner.

i can't accept that fact that people don't care.
i'm not strong, and the strongest person on earth cannot have no friends, no love, and no care.

aw sucha loser

i'm an epitome of pathetic, seriously :/

hi why i am still here at 1AM.
school in 5 hours time.
damn damn damn.

yesterday was much of a satisfaction.
i studied from morning to evening, then i slept for 2 hours or so.

exams exams exam, make until people want go out also cannot. tsk

long holiday is worst, but selemat hari raya my malay peeps :)
hehe luv ya bet yall enjoyed yr day.

i didn't know i can shop jurong point for almost 3 hours or something.
wow



my mum think she cute :D



i think i cute.



5.10$ only. no wonder my mum ask me come here eat.



cool red bento box



inside even cooler.
my bento got a lot of seaweed shreds!

yum dum dum



for my face



for my eyes



i won't go blind already :)

changing to specs now, hehe i can't waitttttt

and my degree decreased somehow. the person say my contacts degree too high for me

the person who helped me to check my eyesight asked me to open my eyes bigger even though i enlarged my eyes like crazy already.
pathetic huh :(

sunday went jogging at japanese garden.
saw so many angmoh and banglah. i think there was an event or something

i decided to geh kiang and asked my sister to jog to chinese garden with me.
ended up getting lost, and not knowing our way back to japanese garden.

see next time i still dare to geh kiang somemore not



days towards the holy date



uh huh you like i like everyone like :p



i like my dress,
so i will post it here even if you don't like to see



ji de chi's mango beancurd very yummy
so yellow the mango



i wanted to buy another shade of red but i went to buy the orange one 'cuz i thought it was red.
i think my eyes got problem, can't differentiate colors



i so cute last time hor



awwwww



i so strong carry everything under my table home myself 8)



why not study about me



the numbers of songs i listened since the start of studying.
not bad huh






i don't look like a happy kid do i?

oh and today yvette study group play prank on me i very sad now.
next time don't help yvette make notes already.
:P


boyyyyy,

when you're studying, you say you give up, it's easy.
when you're in love, you say you give up, it's almost impossible.

it's a different kind of 'give up', you know?
when applied to different things, the attitude towards 'giving up' changes.

suddenly thought of this on my way home. haha i feel very cheem :)


they tell me i'm too kind too nice people like to take advantage of me.
true or not



i think so too leh.
and everything i hear this, i am not happy,
makes me wonder what i am in others' eyes.

:/